I carry my pain. Don't ask me how long years I wear it. I’ve never counted enough. I saw joy. Happiness, sorrow--- as much as time washes them away... This is exactly what I went through in my life--- Let everyone take, a lot. I didn't ask for a hug. I did not count on glory. But I gave out stars, laughter and love... I was scattered in the wind like dust, I created infinite universes. I melted sadness like a summer icecream. I gave eternity to everyone to take. I carry my pain. I fly with it. It doesn't weigh. Don't look at me with scorn. I believe in madness where every dream comes true with love. Quite human! My flight is a memory of a blue sky, and through the pain I am always different... The one who took the most from me,--- exactly the one whom I loved the most.