I Let You Kill Me

It somehow stirred my whole world,
made it into thousands of pieces.
And I stand in the chaos of them,
and I actually wonder where I am.


It confused me, made me different.
It made me shine and fly.
But it's really tragic,
when you fly with paper wings.


And still I'm wandering. I ask myself questions,
and the answers never come.
It is only carried in the air
---a sadness that floods me.


And I know it's crazy that I want you.
And I know I'm a real fool.
And I know I should be fed up now,
and I know it's pointless to cry.


But I put the smile on duty again.
I quickly wipe my wet eyes.
You'll see me soon, and I don't want to
to know how much it hurts me.


To actually know how you're hurting me,
and how you erase me a bit every day,
and how every moment you betray me a little...
First know---I love you, even if you kill me.

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