The longest wait is over. In the end...nothing happened. My door got locked on its own. He no longer wants anyone's return. Is it sad...It's sad, probably. But I have no senses to feel it. I have turned into winter. From spring. And the icy wind crushed my heart. I learned my lessons. I took the exam with excellence. The most difficult exam--- to love him madly or to die; still to be no one else's! I left, you remained. You bet, I won.