I'm sad today. It's so sad that I can't even cry. I draw a small circle around me with diameter---the hand of twilight. And I hide in it. Naked. By itself. No dreams. No hope. Without anything. Infinite distances are beating in my heart again. And I look a lot like an airport... From which they fly away... They fly away forever. No tickets for any return. Past moments are falling apart inside me. And so to embrace me...