By birth, I have inherited certain sorrows. I carry them with me. By heritage, I bear the weight of some irretrievable loss—burdens I lay upon the shoulders of fate—and wander about peddling melancholy. In this life of mine, from the very beginning, all happiness has been smothered beneath a gray, relentless ache; my life is ground down in the mill of some uninvited revulsion, and through this grinding, it flows away, formless and dissolving into nothing. Listen, sir, I have carefully accumulated quite a few sorrows inherited at birth. People save gold, accumulate wealth, hoard land and houses; but look at me—what strange joy I take in hoarding sorrow... Sorrows of every hue and every shape lie stored within me. Some I keep bound around my neck, some lodged in my heart, some in my mind; and still others, buried deep, wander through every cell of my blood. Come, sir, sit beside me! Tell me, what shall I offer you? ... Lemon tea steeped in the color of anguish? Or perhaps blue coffee, brewed in the faithful blend of despair?
The Sorrow Collector
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