- You said I was indifferent! You haven't strayed far from the truth. It's essentially about what a person seeks and receives from life. When someone doesn't get what they desire from life, that's when they become indifferent. Put another way, life didn't give, so life itself neglected the person; if it hadn't, it surely would have given. The matter is really the same. - 'Life' is a word, and how you arrange it in sentences is up to the individual, unless they're a fatalist. The individual also has certain expectations and desires from life. - Fair point. Actually, humans are vessels. Who's the driver is debatable, because the fundamental dimensions of desire from life are largely the same—like the demand for satisfying hunger is universal. The quality of food may vary, but when hunger itself goes unfed, then the question arises: who neglected whom—life, or the individual? Here life seems like the collective name for time. Life can be forsaken, one must fight to snatch a livelihood, when natural life gets canceled.
- Natural life gets canceled primarily due to the influence of economic savagery. In our poetic tea sessions, we discussed politics-education-economics, this trinity—remember, Nil? You've always remained in quite a favorable position as both student and listener. - I've always had a somewhat excessive curiosity about the stock market. Not that I understand economics very well. The magic called goodwill in free market economics—that's what keeps chasing me around. Even ordinary people seem to enjoy the cat-and-mouse game, I think.
- Those who buy and sell shares in the stock market do these things constantly—entry at support, exit at resistance, then when the same stock price breaks that resistance level and rises further, re-entry…re-exit. - I see, quite appetizing. It's essentially competition-dependent. There's competition in it, capital wants competitors. It occurred to me that wisdom isn't tradeable, conscience is mortal but not sellable, and education is the breeding ground of wisdom and conscience—that very education is now profitable commodity. I said this thinking about the mercantile mindset of our educational structure. Like how education is now quite expensive on one hand, while the systematic advantage of taking overly emotional care of students has become quite a fundamental practice. - The mercantile mindset is the master key of the education business class, though it's born from clever minds. Goodwill, free market economy, or stock market—whatever you call it, everything originates from education and the ambitions of a group of people. Education shows the path to meet basic needs, but instead of applying it, humans exploit it, and consequently all the sticky, gooey branches of economics are born.
- Well girl, when you find a topic you like, you really shower fireworks of words, I see. This very you who won't even approach the vicinity of humor. If the blue sky could be seen in the distance, perhaps you too would say, I love. The world is so lonely, too many wordless times. - I sit facing you constantly. I even touch you, would you believe? But I don't have my words with me. - You shouldn't have them, why would you? These are the sum of my time, my private collection. - The woman will remain unseen, The man a diver in the heart's depths, At day's end I am a poor person. - Unseen no more! I am an open person. - Perhaps that's how you think, but how much can one truly face each other, freed from the shell's cover! I too become a silent person then. - Finally, there are krishnachura flowers. Krishnakumari hasn't come today either.