To etch the resolve of serving God into the mind, and to turn back rightly in repentance, one must surrender and dedicate oneself before God with an unconditional heart.
Recalling His infinite mercy and supreme benevolence toward me, I declare: I am the most wretched and unworthy of creatures, whom He brought forth from nonexistence into being, protected and sustained, rescued from countless perils, and showered with gifts; and above all, with what unspeakable sweetness and compassion this supremely merciful God has borne my sins with grace, urged me so often and with such tenderness, called me again and again to change my path—despite my every ingratitude, faithlessness, and betrayal, which caused me, by postponing my conversion and spurning His mercies, to foolishly provoke His displeasure. Yet He has waited with such patience for me to reach this age, granting me the opportunity to repent. And remembering too that on the day I began this sacred pilgrimage, I was dedicated and offered to Him with such joy and sanctity to find my place as His beloved; and the resolve my soul made on my behalf at that time, which I have failed to keep, turning my mind and strength against His heavenly glory and neglecting Him so often with vile and loathsome abandonment—I, that same one, have now at last returned to my rightful place.
Before the throne of Justice I now prostrate myself with heart and soul. Remembering all this, before the Eternal God and the assembly of heaven, I openly and honestly proclaim this confession of sin, and therewith acknowledge that I am worthy of punishment for the grave transgression of disloyalty and betrayal toward God, and that I myself am the cause of all His sorrow and wrath; I am guilty of those sins I have committed, for which He was displeased with me, I have suffered pain justly deserved, and for these sins I am worthy of being forever lost and cast into hell.
Now, having abhorred with all my heart and soul the sins of my past life, I turn my face toward the throne of the infinite mercy of this same Eternal God, who is my Lord and likewise my supreme Friend. Taking refuge in His guidance and command, I humbly beseech His forgiveness, compassion, and grace, and I desire to be wholly cleansed from my sins. And upon whatever level I attain through the stirring of God within my heart and the will and deed of seeking the path from it, let that alone be the sole foundation of my hope. At the moment of awakening, I renew the vow of loyalty that my soul made on my behalf before my God, rejecting Satan, worldly attachment, and the allure of flesh and blood. I abhor my own waywardness, my path guided by false counsel, my hollow pride and appetite for indulgence—this I do for all the remaining days of this life and for eternity.
Turning my face toward the merciful God, I declare this wish, propose and resolve: that I shall serve Him, love Him—now, forever and always. I shall keep God ever wakeful within my own heart. There shall be no wavering in this. For this purpose, with all the workings of my mind I offer my soul, with all my strength I consecrate my heart and being, with all my affection and love I dedicate my heart, with all my senses I surrender my body—all of this I give, offer, and consecrate to Him. My pledge is this: that I might become ever more worthy of His trust, loyal and devoted; that no desire to retreat from this resolve or change my conviction shall ever arise in my mind. For this reason, having offered myself to Him and pledged myself wholly, I shall never squander any part of my being against that heavenly will and the sovereign ruler of all sovereigns.
But alas! Should I ever violate this resolve and vow through the devil's whisper or some human weakness, then before the tribunal of my own conscience I declare and promise this: the moment I perceive my fall, with the aid of my sacred and mighty spirit I shall rise again, and turn my face toward heavenly grace. There shall be no delay in this. Even should the mind lead me astray from the right path, by the soul's command I shall bring myself back to that path.
This alone is my inviolable and unalterable wish and resolve. Before that same sacred Spirit-dwelling God, in the sight of victorious humanity, and with my sorrows laid before me, I take this oath without hesitation and without condition, and I finally affirm the awakening of consciousness. O God! O Soul! O Liberation! O Brahman! O Being born of Supreme Knowledge! Deign to approve the resolve of self-knowledge that has arisen within me; receive in sweet essence this honest and sincere offering of myself; and for this, O Supreme God, as You have graciously granted me the zeal and will, grant me now the fitting strength, conviction, and earnestness to make these two fruitful. O God, may I never forget Thee, may I hold Thee always in my heart and live my life in Thy worship. I seek Thy refuge to transform the power of my mind into the power of my soul.
Let consciousness triumph.