This is you: you are soul, you are breath, you are mind, you are life, you are the world. You are the seer, you are the seen. You are the hearer, you are the heard. You are the toucher, you are the touched. You are the smeller, you are the smelled. You are the taster, you are the tasted. You are the thinker, you are the thought. You are the knower, you are the known. You are the rememberer, you are the remembered. Encompassing all space, all time, you exist as one, undivided, infinite. And yet — how strange, how ineffable — within this oneness, this undividedness, this infinity, I remain small, finite, present with you both identical and other!
Your singular, undivided self-knowledge is revealed as my self-knowledge. Your multifarious form as world you disclose to me in fragments, then veil again. How you bound infinity itself and fashioned forth children — I cannot fathom it, yet I witness it: this is your eternal work. You are ceaselessly occupied with me and with countless human souls like me. The finite dwells within your infinite nature. Through the imperfect, you perfect yourself. This is your love — beginningless, endless, perpetually engaged, unceasing.
Beholding this love, I can no longer remain unloved, indifferent, unmoved. My heart's desire is that it dissolve into your infinite heart, that I float away in your eternally flowing current of love. My every sorrow, my every sin — they arise only from my failure to drift upon this stream. You are forever occupied with your numberless children, and in this very preoccupation with love lies your eternal peace, your eternal joy. You are life animated by parenthood; you lack nothing, feel no want; your sole concern is the welfare of your offspring. In this unbroken tenderness toward your children dwells your purity, your absolute sanctity.
I am unloved, self-seeking, forever bound up in petty thoughts, petty longings and desires. In them I find no peace, no happiness. Through them I become sinful, impure. You wish to bring me peace and joy, to render me spotless and pure; yet despite my thousand efforts, your will is not fulfilled in my life. Within all my striving lies ignorance, arrogance, the sense of separation from you. I comprehend this now — and therein lies the futility of all my efforts.
I am worthless, have nothing but you to cling to — yet even this complete dependence upon you I cannot achieve. Grant me absolute reliance upon you. Let my eyes fix upon you; let me gaze, unblinking, upon your ceaseless, devoted love. Let my heart, shedding indifference, neglect, lovelessness, and selfishness, become one with your infinite heart. Let all the movements of my mind join in your uninterrupted work of service.
Why this delay? The span of life here draws to its close. Give me the taste of liberation in this very life, grant me a glimpse of the eternal home, prepare me for the great journey — so that with willing heart I may place my hand in yours and step forth upon the path to another world.