The Good-Hearted Girl

 Good-hearted women share certain qualities.
  
 You'll often wonder,
 Why is she so sensitive?
 Why does she care so much?
  
 Why does she love me so completely, with everything she has, without expecting anything in return?
 Because the care she gives you, the attention she pays you — she doesn't want you to suffer in trying to reciprocate any of it.
  
 Because the love she thinks she has earned, even if she forces herself to believe it, she knows how to accept with a smile, without hesitation. Meanwhile, you believe that the love you receive is entirely your due. What you think is your right, she thinks is her achievement. Notice the difference.
  
 Because even the forgiveness you don't want from your heart but only ask for with your lips — she accepts that too, with simple faith. She forgives you even for mistakes from which you never learn anything. And the sorrows you've given her, which you haven't stopped causing till today and perhaps never will — she doesn't even remember them, or if she does, she never brings them to mind.
  
 No, this isn't her weakness — this is her love. Her heart is so good, so very good, that you don't even deserve it. Whenever you hurt her with cruelty, she starts convincing herself of all sorts of nonsense that's enough to forgive you. Yes, she always seeks excuses to forgive you. She tells her own heart that really, you're not at fault at all — all the fault is hers!
  
 Suddenly, suddenly the question comes to her mind: Is staying so foolish despite understanding everything — is that what love means!? The next moment she thinks again, what is she even thinking!
  
 If she ever reflects on all the ways you've mistreated her, she can easily understand how cruel you are inside! Still, she can't even think of leaving you. She thinks that when you love someone, it's impossible to leave them.
  
 She trusted you so easily, she got entangled in your life so easily, she fell in love with you so quickly. This is where she made her biggest mistake! She knows all this. But knowing everything, she can't do anything about it.
  
 Her inner self is so soft, so transparent, so wonderful. She sees the good in others first, so she doesn't really think much about anyone's imperfections and flaws. Despite understanding your faults, she can't leave you, because she loves you. In your eyes, she's foolish, easily available, cheap. Actually, she can't do anything beyond this, no matter how hard she tries. You're just not precious enough a person to understand her worth!
  
 Whatever she does for you, she does completely from the heart. She forces herself to believe that your heart is actually good. You're not really the way you appear. Whatever good you have, she magnifies it all. She wants to stay with you even while accepting all your flaws. She simply cannot bear the thought of living without you.
  
 Let me tell you something — listen. Learn to be afraid. Learn to fear losing her before it's too late. If such a wonderful person truly disappears from your life someday, will you really be able to accept it? What would you gain by living without such a person with such a beautiful heart? If such a precious gem is lost from your life, won't you truly feel remorse that day? Wouldn't it be better to become conscious before it's too late?
  
 Know this: most people don't have good hearts. What greater treasure is there than a beautiful heart!? Perhaps you'll find someone who looks better than her. Perhaps you'll find someone richer than her in wealth. Perhaps you'll find someone more educated than her. Perhaps you'll find someone more skilled in housework than her. Perhaps you'll find someone smarter than her in speech and manner. Yes, you'll find them... if you look a little, you might find them.
  
 But what you need most to be happy in life — a beautiful heart — is that so easy to find? Many seem good on the surface but are actually people with very bad mentalities. Many speak very charmingly but are actually very nasty people. You can't tell much from the outside. Rather than crying for the rest of your life later, wouldn't it be better not to be so reckless now — what do you say?
  
 No one can predict when a person might leave someone and go away. If someday she truly leaves you because she can no longer bear the sorrow in her heart, will you be able to forgive yourself for the rest of your life? Will you really be able to spend your life without suffering the punishment for this sin? Has anyone been able to? Does sin ever spare anyone?