The Absent-Minded Relationship

: You came?
: Are those sullen looks still banished from your eyes for me today?
: In all those hours spent waiting for you, I've fallen deeper in love with you every passing moment.
: Why are you such a fool?
: For you.
: Come on, let's lose ourselves.
: Crazy girl, where do you want to go?
: You're so busy... can you really come with me? I suppose someone as insignificant as me isn't worth staying with. I tried so hard to spend the rest of my time with you... who else has ever understood me the way you do!
: I'll keep you close to me, crazy girl... you won't have to go anywhere else.
: When I can't talk to you, my heart writhes in terrible restlessness.
: Just thinking of you makes me feel good.
: I want you to be truly happy. For the person I love to be truly happy—I can't ask for anything more than that. I'm so afraid to want you for myself!
: Touching you feels so different.
: Only in your touch do I see myself as beautiful.
: Come to my chest, let me hold you tenderly.
: I'm coming.

: Crazy girl, why are you crying?
: 'Will you keep me like this in your chest for a long time?' I have nothing... if you leave, I won't be able to make sense of myself.
: Who said you have nothing? You don't need any special qualities to be able to love.
: Do you know how helplessly I've closed my eyes against your chest again and again? No one else in the world knows of this helplessness of mine.
: Crazy girl, I miss you so much.
: Why can't I come close to you? What rule of this world would break if I filled every part of you?
: Still, every day I make futile attempts to pull you near.
: You know, how much I love you remains unexpressed even to myself. May the world stop before that moment comes when you forget me. In so many strange thoughts like these, you return daily to my imagination.

: In the restlessness of your breath, I've plunged into your depths... merged with your feelings.
: Crazy girl, you never understood that this restlessness of mine is only to keep you alive within my chest.
: Will you keep me in your embrace for life?
: I've kept you throughout my body and soul.
: Ah... the scent of your body undoes me completely. When you come so close I go mad... I can't focus on anything else. Why do you increase my torment like this? And why do you touch me with such deep intoxication?
: I won't let you go, crazy girl. Let only my claim remain over everything of yours. Let your restless desires wake only at my whim. Let only my hurt mingle with your tears. Let the crowd of my breath remain on your lips... my love.
: I don't think I'll be able to forget you in this lifetime.