I want to become rain— to fall across the length of your body. I want to be defiant— to run to you without a word; to shout before everyone, You are cruel, stubborn, arrogant...! My heart wants to hold you captive by force!
But I cannot—for I love you! Loving hurts so much—can't hold on, can't let go!
I nurture pain in the chest's chamber, you don't know. Don't want to know either, how I am without you!
I want to touch you— with my hands, with my lips...touch you however I wish! I want so many other things! Do you value any of it, even a little? Tell me truly, do you still want me now?