Stories of Sorrow

I've heard that pain brings tears to people; but why is it that I only find you?

Tell me this! Those who don't know, why do they so easily say... there's no such thing as love and all that!
You tell me, what feeling could be more sacred than love!

Is it to preserve the purity of feeling that sexuality must not enter love? Who asked for that protection?
You know, these days I find sexuality in your love!
You take me through such restlessness, but all I want is peace!
Try to understand... I'm asking you!

Can love even exist with peace? Love grows intense, then more intense... with your touch... always!

As if a tremendous tremor grips body and soul, a profound sensation descends upon the flesh...
I forget past and future.

Who wouldn't want to live in heaven, tell me!
The heavenly feeling after embracing you makes me forget all the world's joys and sorrows.

I'm feeling so dizzy!
Let me open my eyes, please!

The moment I open my eyes, my mind fills with questions, gradually I pull away... from you.
Someone whispers from within my mind... I must escape!
But I have no strength left to flee.

Your embrace has wrapped around me like such a tight ring...
I can't go anywhere;
perhaps I never will be able to leave.

Finally I returned to this dark room, bearing sorrow, touching destruction... touching you.
Then gradually you began moving away from me...
My hesitation is destroying you,
you want to leave, and leaving, you said so many things to me;
I stand silently, feeling as if scattered storm winds are touching my body, yet with my last bit of strength I accept your rejection.

Still this melancholy city of my mind keeps wanting to find you again...
This wasn't supposed to happen!

They say lack of contact increases distance, so I tried that too!

Today after so many days, meeting you again, you should have been hurt... no, no, angry.
But you've always been unpredictable!

Surprising me, you quietly came and pulled me into your chest,
I'm so close to you... I can hear your heartbeat;
I wonder, why did you choose sorrow over all the world's happiness!
I felt like I touched your soul...
Once more, hundreds and millions of times!

Hey! Listen... I love you!