I didn't know what true love meant Until the day you slipped away. Since then, I've cursed every word that left my lips, Each angry thing I hurled at you.
Rage had seized me—I wasn't thinking straight— But the pain had to pour out somehow. I couldn't hold it in any longer, Not after the way you turned from me.
A world caved in inside me that moment. I'd believed you loved all of me, every flaw. I never wanted it to happen either. But I was powerless to stop what came.
Before that, I had already been broken. Fate toyed with us both, and he changed his heart: He took what he never truly gave, And I took the next blow.
I've lived like this since—alone, alone, alone— Tied to someone, yet starving for a soul. I can't feel what I once felt, That fierce certainty I'd have done anything for you.
Now all I can hope for is Your way back to me, I forgive each word you spoke, The ones that carved so deep.