How steadily each night passes for me now— I never told you this. Now I am utterly calm! I have no urgency... I have no fears... I have no joy... I have no pain... I have no waiting... Now I have no you, either! Everything in me has grown weary, exhausted! Now I am utterly calm! The chapter of your name has become nothing but external to the syllabus of my life! From love's palace I am suddenly exiled today! In separation's torment, in the violin's tune, in sorrow's dominion... you are nowhere to be found there now! You no longer exist in any stored present! The shadows of the past or the backdrop of the future... circling through all of that, I cannot find you anywhere in this moment! Today you have become only forgotten, unwanted! Now I am utterly calm!
Now I
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