Not in Love, but in Friendship

We never became lovers…
But we were friends for an age!

Never felt that fierce longing
to be each other's beloved, did you?

Because I loved you—
I honored what you wanted.
Even when you pulled away…
I understood it all.

Knowing you were well—
I didn't let the weariness of searching grow;
didn't want to bind you in some terrible sickness of the heart.

I could never be your beloved…
but I was your friend.

I never touched you…
only brushed against your feelings!

If by chance
you ever cherish our moments,
may you find within yourself…
only me,
dear friend.