It's another Eid Day, Mom... I'm lighting a candle... Let it burn for you... I'm on my knees beside you... But you're gone... My heart is both hollow and cold... I don't believe that only a handful of earth remains when the beloved depart... If you have loved—truly, in your own way—you are etched on a bright, unforgettable canvas... I still hear your warm voice in dreams, counseling your girl on countless things... We are well, Mom... Don't worry for us... You never worried for yourself... Now I understand the weight of your concern... I am blessed with your grandson today. The stars burn with a wondrous mother-fire. And motherhood—it is the whole universe...
# Motherhood She carries the world in the curve of her belly, a secret between her ribs and the morning. Her hands know the language of small hungers— the vocabulary of need spelled out in cries that only she can read. There is no sleep here, only the vigil of breathing, only the arithmetic of love that never quite adds up to enough. She has become a country unto herself— borders crossed and recrossed, the map of her body redrawn with each touch, each feeding, each moment of surrender to something larger than naming. The mirrors lie. They show only the surface— the tiredness, the giving, the slow dissolution into someone else's need. But beneath, something holds its ground: a fierceness that surprises her, a tenderness that breaks like waves, again and again. She is the night sky and the child's hand reaching for stars. She is the prayer and the answer both. In the small hours, rocking, she understands that some loves do not ask permission. They simply arrive and remake you, room by room, until you are no longer the woman who stood at the threshold. You are the threshold itself— the place where one world ends and another begins.
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