I wanted to love you a little more. I wanted to see you close, one last time. I wanted to hold your hand tight and cry out loud.
You never have time, you never find the chance.
To hear your voice I sit here at midnight with coffee by the fire so I can stay awake and wait.
Will you send me the sound of your voice? I know you won't have time.
Four years you've let pass without seeing me. Oh... four whole years!
I don't even sigh anymore, you know? My sighs no longer reach you.
It hurts so much, if only once I could see you... Never mind. How much more can I say!
Have you eaten tonight? Please eat. Pray for me when you kneel in prayer.
No no, I'm not hurt anymore! I'm not the same as before! I don't cry at every little thing now.
Tell me, when they lay me in the earth... will you not be there?