Enough now, stop. Give yourself time. What you haven't done— stop asking forgiveness for that; if someone takes offense, let them. Let them mind, you have to let them mind. There's only one way to forgive yourself: accept that the mistake wasn't yours, if that's truly how it was. Just because you love someone doesn't mean you must always take the blame upon yourself! If you keep looking back how will you move forward? What you couldn't do— with that... nothing that lies ahead now can be reached. Rather, what lies ahead, what it could become, or if you wish, what it might become— that's everything in life. What you haven't received in life, whatever debt you may owe to that absence, that debt surely won't be paid by turning to look back a second time.
Debt Repaid
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