Contemplative Bonsai: Thirty

1. He who stays awake through the night
finds someone to share his vigil!
…that someone
is sometimes himself,
sometimes another.

2. Before a son's wedding, whether the mother is well or unwell,
after the son is married, often,
the mother becomes well, the daughter-in-law falls ill.
The mother manages the household, the wife sleeps.

3. This city has no shortage of light.
Here, human hearts burn brighter than lamps.

4. When you are beside me,
every path is beautiful…
be it muddy or concrete.

5. Now you can look toward your dreams if you wish.
Fear not, I am here beside you!
The dream will surely come within reach!

6. Come, in the final pages of our life's ledger
let us render love simple!

Our story
may not achieve immortality,
but it will live on!

7. All my life I stood behind myself.
O Life, remove me from my own way,
for I cannot move forward!

8. Why did life suddenly grow so angry today?
No matter, this is nothing new—it does this from time to time!

9. Come and see!
All that you have denied me,
all my rightful claims—
they no longer have the power
to enter even my reckoning!

10. Life is what one can live with!
Death is what everyone lives with!

11. Even death can be healed!
But how does one heal life!

Death accepts consolation, but what does life accept!?

12. Do not bare yourself just yet!
Give it a little time…
let me first test the chastity of my own desire!

13. Throw your books aside
and go outside to taste what life is like!
Kiss the sun
and burn once to see what death is like!

14. After a lifetime of searching for someone to love,
in the end did I find a police officer of love!

15. O beloved,
do not wound me so by reading my verses
and counting my lovers;
I don't put them all in my poetry!

16. The more one can endure,
the more suffering people inflict!
The reward for endurance is suffering!

17. Look, you'll never find anyone like me!
…lately this thought brings such joy;
even thinking of you doesn't feel as good!

18. Wanting to say something to someone,
trying for many years,
I still haven't been able to say anything!

19. I used to think,
ah, if only life were a little longer!
Now I think,
alas, if only life were a little shorter!

20. Beloved,
if you ever feel
I am going down the wrong path;
that day, you yourself
return to the right one!