Balance Sheet

I carry my pain. Don't ask me how long
I've worn it through the years. I've never counted enough.
I saw joy. Happiness, sorrow—
as much as time washes them away...

This is exactly what I lived through—
Let everyone take, take plenty.
I didn't ask for an embrace. I didn't bank on glory.
But I gave out stars, laughter, love...

I was scattered in the wind like dust,
I created infinite universes.
I melted sadness like a summer ice cream.
I gave eternity to everyone to take.

I carry my pain. I fly with it.
It doesn't weigh. Don't look at me with contempt.
I believe in madness where every dream
comes true with love. Quite human!

My flight is a memory of blue sky,
and through the pain I am always different...
The one who took the most from me—
exactly the one I loved the most.